I’m Not Ready

My heart is sad. I have come to a realization. Seeing Spencer walk around in his new shoes and do things like sit in a little lawn chair forces my mind to accept that my baby has grown. I have been warned to enjoy babyhood because it goes fast and I feel like I have enjoyed it but it still goes fast. He looks taller, has better balance and is learning something new every day, like yesterday he started saying ‘voom’ for vacuum. He is only 11 months old and is a toddler and I am not ready. I guess we will have to have another baby, but I am not ready for that either.